i don't know why, i just want to
otherwise
i am on the i-fail-at-life course again
brilliant


shoot drugs and fall in lovehe bit my bottom lip as our kiss diminished and whispered, "there's something somewhat damaged about you."shoot drugs and fall in love
he could feel it i knew he could
but instead of words rolling off of my tongue and tears spilling over
i kissed him
and kissed him
and stroked him and unbuttoned ... and he ... and i ... .. and
+
we laid on my mattress tangled up in each other with our eyes glazed over and our chests heaving
(i'm so high on you i fucking can't get down)
but you did
+ &n


were falling in the sky againlets throw our hearts up in the air, and watch as they come crashing to earthwere falling in the sky again


antagonist.-antagonist.
there is no moon tonight- the ocean howls,
i am lost in it, my words all around me the way a hurricane splits apart a town and leaves it glittering and quiet, voices having traced where humans once stood
there is no moon- planets crash into eachother and die in a fit of bloody fireworks.
the world is ending because i knew you would leave me, taking your heart off like a coat and wearing your lies like jewelry
what was once summer is now a thread of birds melting in between the clavicles of trees, soft white finch li


what i forget to saylet me tell you something, dear-what i forget to say
i hate my knees the same way that elephant ankles draw false attention,
the very same attention that means
nobody ever sees into the hearts of feral children or the music they still feel and breathe
i spent the whole of may trying to change the shape of my lips because they are not a mirror of yours
the reptilian love i
can never own is the
only thing i will not give to you past that, you can have my everything
and i pray that is enough


put my heart backi am madput my heart back
i am mad as a hundred million hatters that is how mad i am
i am not angry i am waiting and i am sick of this dullness this constant ticking at the back of my mind
i am not a dormouse i am not asleep i am alive like the nightmares i had as a child
a black dog biting breaking my spine in half and i
am
frozen in terror with little tears clutched in my hands and thoughts of you how i dreamt
and waited and ached
and how i wrote to you for you how i screamed an


i loved you the mostand i loved you the most of all the others i lovedi loved you the most
it is a blue ball, this earth we live on and i said c'mon, let's fly away
together to get her
you went alone because you wanted her i didn't go because i wanted you
and i loved you the most of all others who loved you


skin your heart and rejoiceit is dark at night and dark on mornings little world spins in a greater darkness a stupid man sits somewhere in a houseskin your heart and rejoice
he is dainty or daunting treats spiders disrespectfully although they have more legs and more balance
but well i guess who really gives a damn when you live under a blanket and shiver all day long
all day long


wishoranges to overwhelm with fragrance hearts to beat with feeling wind to blow for breath let me live onwish
let
me
wish for little snow on skin children learn to ride a bike playing ring around the rosie singing singing
oranges so i could remember smiles scattered around a forest i wish
for a wish
| earl grey addict. shy and timid. |
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